So I'm in love. With California. I'm just here for the summer but I've decided that this is where I want to be for the next few decades if life allows. I love being near the ocean, the weather is incredible, and the boys...are amazing. Texas will always be my home, Dallas...well Richardson will always be close to my heart they say you can take the girl out of the honky tonk but you can't take the honky tonk out of the girl- now I know what that means. ;)
It feels great to be here close to everything I've ever dreamed of. LA, Hollywood the place where dreams come true, I know mine will. Not too long from now I'll be on the set of that years award winning movie, in my director's chair... delicately decorated with "Ms. Krieg" stitched white on black canvas. There will be hard times no doubt, times I will wonder why I even bothered to come here and compete with the millions upon millions of other people who want to succeed in this business- but when I'm on that red carpet I'll know I did what I was meant to do, what God had planned for me will have taken me to levels I can't even imagine now.
I miss my texas girls. I miss my dad, well my whole family of course...pets included, but this is a sacrifice, one of many, that I'm going to have to make if I want to make my dreams come true. I look at this summer as a some what trial period. I've sort of gotten to know the area, but I know that I love the feeling, the over all atmosphere here. People still have down time. Shops close at 5 or even 3, people go home or to the beach, they don't owe their lives to their business. There is only the rare 24hr. convenience store and Sundays are actually Sundays...a day of rest.
I could write for days but I won't. These thoughts are just the tip of the ice-burg, and the ice-burg is twice the size of the one that brought down the Titanic.
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