Here I Am

Dearest Father, Lord God, creator of everything, I come to you on my knees, broken, ashamed, and hurt. I want you to be my everything. I beg you to soften my heart and open my hands...help me release the idols I cling to with all my might, help me to be in constant awe and reverence of your beauty and grace. Thank you O God for taking the time to catch me in my sin, and to make me aware of it's presence so that I may desire to be released and upheld in righteousness for the Glory of your name. Let me know inside and out that Christ's blood, shed for me, covers everything, that I am not guilty in your eyes. I know this with my mind Father, but let me feel it in my heart, and live it every moment. Please help me Father, to know my value as your chosen vessel of mercy, of the Good that dwells in me because of you, of your amazing work, and ever efficient grace that I may claim as my own to enjoy. Help me to embrace and trust that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, by you dear Lord, and that you don't make mistakes. That you know every thought in my mind and heart and still love me the same, and that it is your will for me to seek you, and succeed. Help me trust you, and love you with all that I am. In Christ's name I pray. Amen.